urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blue_eyed_tears just to see the light kOsh 2006-06-11T00:28:55Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blue_eyed_tears:51214 2006-06-11T00:28:55Z 2006-06-11T00:28:55Z its all happend so quickly. i dont even know where to start.<br />do u ever feel like some great moment in your life passes by so quickly that you couldnt expain it even if you tryed?<br />well for me, thats the last five years.<br />i cant believe its been that long since i left home.<br />i cant believe high school is over.<br />that place changed me forever.<br />meeting ashlynne in my kocks, and falling in love,<br />kire and aly in weights, hahaha what a joke of a class,<br />making friends with two boys who found places in my heart like no one ever has<br />find casey, the only one who understands<br />joe outting me to the whole school<br />meeting tim<br />sunday nights with talia<br />its all come and gone so qickly.<br />i just cant believe its all coming to an end.<br />if i could have one hope for the future,<br />its that five years from now,<br />ill sit down, and have just as many memories to write of,<br />and just as many friends to think of.<br />i love u guys, so so so so much.<br />u changed me,<br />each of u in own way changed me,<br />to be such a better person.<br />god, i love u guys.<br /><br /><br />"these are the nights when u know that your there, <br />you couldnt have planned it much better i swear" urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blue_eyed_tears:33268 2005-02-02T00:48:43Z 2005-02-02T00:48:43Z <p>So it has been a few day since I updated. This past weekend was very eventfull.<br>Family came out Thursday for lunch. Friday was Winter Formal, which was amazing. <br>Saturday was Venice beach with the kid. Beautiful, simply beautiful. <br>Sunday was ice skating which is always fun.</p> <p>This week has been ok. Joeys not at SSHS which make me VERY sad. I got<br>to see him last night so that was good.</p> <p>Bible study was really good this week. you should come next monday.<br>Heather came and that was wonderfull cause I love her very much. </p> <p>New layout <span class='ljuser ljuser-name_blue_eyed_tears' lj:user='blue_eyed_tears' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://blue-eyed-tears.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://blue-eyed-tears.livejournal.com/'><b>blue_eyed_tears</b></a></span>&lt;/span&gt;</p> <p><span class='ljuser ljuser-name_' lj:user='' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://www.livejournal.com/userinfo.bml?user='><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://www.livejournal.com/userinfo.bml?user='><b></b></a></span>&lt;/span&gt;</p> <p><span class='ljuser ljuser-name_' lj:user='' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://www.livejournal.com/userinfo.bml?user='><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://www.livejournal.com/userinfo.bml?user='><b></b></a></span>&lt;/span&gt;</p> <p><span class='ljuser ljuser-name_' lj:user='' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://www.livejournal.com/userinfo.bml?user='><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://www.livejournal.com/userinfo.bml?user='><b></b></a></span>&lt;/span&gt;</p><span class='ljuser ljuser-name_' lj:user='' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://www.livejournal.com/userinfo.bml?user='><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://www.livejournal.com/userinfo.bml?user='><b></b></a></span>&lt;/span&gt; <p><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v292/CAsurfer9000/Venice/P1010099.jpg"></p> <p><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v292/CAsurfer9000/Venice/P1010100.jpg"></p> <p><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v292/CAsurfer9000/Venice/P1010094.jpg"></p> <p>And from formal, borrowed from lala</p> <p><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v292/CAsurfer9000/Formal/JessicaandJosh.jpg"></p> <p><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v292/CAsurfer9000/Formal/JoshandCasey.jpg"></p> <p>The end &lt;3</p> <p><a name='cutid0-end'></a><br></p> <p>&nbsp;</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blue_eyed_tears:14330 2004-07-30T17:49:44Z 2004-07-30T17:49:44Z I have been thinking about it the last few days, and I think I’d really like to sit and have a talk with you. Not to tell you that I think its not fair, or to tell you how much it hurts, just so I could get to know you, and you to know me. After all I’m sure you're a good person, just heard the wrong things from the wrong people, that’s all. The chance you'll read this is small to none, but at least I tried to tell you. Unfortunately I know the drama it would cause if it got back to certain people, and why would you want to talk to me anyways. I think the chance of it happening is about zero, but at least you may now know, this is how I feel. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blue_eyed_tears:12908 2004-07-23T10:02:38Z 2004-07-23T10:02:38Z I needed to start over. I’m getting tired of lj. You’re absolutely right, we shouldn’t put our drama on here. I think that this site has become one big excuse for us to not do anything about our problems. I think if we went and talked to people instead of writing about them in our journals, we’d probably end up a lot happier. And btw, all future posts will be friends only. There just certain people I don’t want to deal with any more. Before I go, I’m sorry to anyone who I hurt here. I’ve said some things that were never supposed to have names attached to them, but as we all sometimes things don’t go as planned. So again, I’m sorry. Good night